they will die with you
numbness that runs deep into your heart
spiraling around in my mind
running around trying to find
something that will give me peace
can never be found, bound, by your hatred
swallowed up in the sea
trying to be something you cant be
falling away from the past, you dont want this rage to last
but you sit there and seethe
you fall down to your knees and scream
depression that runs deep
hiding away from the world in your body
crawling out of your shell
to find yourself in an even fiery hell
the days pass by even slower than before
but somehow you feel like your life is passing you by
your eyes are just as empty as your soul
as you let out what has been kept inside
i dont even remember it being like this
i dont remember anything
the memories feel so far away
like if i looked at them in a slightly different way
they would fade, they would fade
into a dream, thinking its a dream
well you arent wrong
all your thoughts and feelings will go away in an instant once you die
and they will die with you
they will die with you